[Lyrics] FELICIDADE || 発熱巫女~ず

Happy New Year!
Comiket is over and there have been a lot great releases which I’m more than happy to translate and share! I will translate FELT’S Lost Days once I get booklet scans and a few of Akatsuki’s new songs as well. Maybe some other things I happen to like.
Anyways, when I listened to Felicidade I was surprised about the lyrics. For most of you it may sound as if the person is kind of yandere ’cause they want to keep their love ‘locked up in their world’ (among other things) but as a privy (ufufu) I can explain to you what’s up with this person: I have no proof but based on my personal experiences I would say the person talking here has a Borderline Personality Disorder.
Evidences:
1) “Gotta love you even though I know I’ll break you” => BPD persons are very jealous and anxious with outbursts of feelings (positive and negative) and their mood can change rapidly, based on the behaviour of their FP (favourite person). Reason for that is their great fear of being left alone. This is very, very stressful for said FP and they may break down for real.
2) “From my heart I hate you too much to love. But I love you too much to hate you.” => BPD persons are torn between deep, passionate love for their FP and equally deep hate. (“I hate you so much, just leave me alone. WAIT! I didn’t mean it… I love you, so please don’t leave me…”)
….I can go on but for that I would have to quote every line of the song and that would be too much, right? ;D

FELICIDADE [Happiness]
original: ピュアヒューリーズ~心の在処
arrangement: Tim Vegas
lyrics: Laura April
vocals: Chen-U
album: FELICIDADE
circle: 発熱巫女~ず

You are my love
And my hatred
And I’m so confused deep in my heart

Gotta love you even though I know I’ll break you
I can’t control myself like I’m losing my mind
I just watch myself fallin’ down like you want me to fall
‘Cause I don’t want to be free without you
Love me hate me want me like you can’t live another day
Just tell me, give me what you hiding
I’m not getting up from the dream I dream if I’m with you

From my heart I hate you too much to love
But I love you too much to hate you
Deep inside I want you to lock me up in your world
So I won’t have to see anything but your love

So just love me

Gotta love you even though I know I’ll break you
I can’t control myself like I’m losing my mind
I just watch myself fallin’ down like you want me to fall
‘Cause I don’t want to be free without you
Love me like you can’t live another day
Just love me hate me want me give me tell me all that you are hiding
I’m not waking up from the dream I dream if I’m with you

From my heart I hate you too much to love
But I love you too much to hate you
Deep inside I want to keep you locked up in my world
So you won’t find someday something brighter than my love

So just hate me

You are my love
And my hatred
You are my love
I don’t know my heart

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3 comments

  1. I’ve been listening to a couple of Hatsunetsumiko’s albums along my kitchen duty work, and this one always captivates me.

    It’s really sad and ironic that such a song is called “happiness”, when in reality it’s a sea of conflicting emotions and confusion. The funkiness of the song, along a relaxed, slower rhythm, and the heartbreaking words, push me deeper into the self-image of the song’s person in subject.

    Like

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