孤独のシルエット [Silhouette of Solitude] || 幽閉サテライト

孤独のシルエット
kodoku no shiruetto
Silhouette of Solitude

original: お宇佐さまの素い幡 [White Flag of Usa Shrine]
from: 东方花映塚 ~ Phantasmagoria of Flower View

arrangement: Autobahn
lyrics: Yuzurisa
vocals: 兎明 (Toa)
album: EXsample26/月輪に巡らされた記憶 (Gachirin ni Megurasareta Kioku)
circle: 幽閉サテライト (Yuuhei Satellite)

一体どれくらい経ったのか
分からないほど深くまで
振り返ってみたって
何も救えやしないのも解ってる
ittai dore kurai tatta no ka
wakaranai hodo fukaku made
furikaette mitatte
nanimo sukue ya shinai no mo wakatteru

Just how much time has passed already?
I’ve gotten as deep as necessary to not know.
Yet I know that if I tried looking back,
There’s nothing I could still save.

脆く崩れる期待
追い続けてた希望
役に立たないような
同情心は捨てて
moroku kuzureru kitai
oitsuzuketeta kibou
yaku ni tatanai you na
doujoushin wa sutete

I hope it becomes brittle and crumbles,
The wish that kept running after me.
My sympathy seems to have gotten useless,
So I will throw it away.

息が触れ合うくらい
近くに感じるのに
孤独が過るの
iki ga fureau kurai
chikaku ni kanjiru no ni
kodoku ga yogiru no

I sense you being so close
That we feel each other’s breath,
But solitude passes me by.

シアワセなんてものに
囚われている間に
溺れていく
shiawase nante mono ni
torawarete iru aida ni
oborete iku

When not being captured
By things like happiness,
I’m drowning.

傷跡をなぞった指先が
やけに愛しく見えるから
kizuato o nazotta yubisaki ga
yake ni itoshiku mieru kara

The fingertip tracing my scars
Seems too awfully dear to me.

どうでもいい、と笑う
ただそれだけのことで
隣り同士の不安
埋め尽くされるみたい
dou demo ii, to warau
tada sore dake no koto de
tonari doushi no fuan
umetsukusareru mitai

“It’s whatever”, I laugh.
But just by doing that,
The fellow anxiety by my side
Seems to fill me up completely.

最期の瞬間まで
隠し通していてね
いつもの調子で
saigo no shunkan made
kakushitooshite ite ne
itsumo no choushi de

Please remain hidden
Until the moment I die.
That’s what I always do.

シアワセなんてものは
仮初めと知りながら
揺蕩う夢
shiawase nante mono wa
karisome to shirinagara
tayutau yume

While I know that happiness
And such is only temporary,
My dreams flicker.

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