今を愛せるよ [Let Me Love the Present] || 幽閉サテライト

今を愛せるよ
ima o aiseru yo
Let Me Love the Present

original: 魔法少女十字軍 [Magical Girl's Crusade]
from: 蓮台野夜行 ~ Ghostly Field Club

arrangement: 神奈森ユウ (Kanamori Yuu)
lyrics: かませ虎 (kamase-tora)
vocals: Marcia
album: 東方Compilation CD-BOOK 萃星霜 参
circle: 幽閉サテライト (Yuuhei Satellite)

This song feels like a short fanfiction about what would happen to our beloved Hifuu girls if one of them died :) Get ready for the angst and suffering my friends!

黄昏に隠された 哀れな思い出で
映る掠れた声が 癒してくれるだけ
tasogare ni kakusareta aware na omoide de
utsuru kasureta koe ga iyashite kureru dake

I hid in the dusk, and only let
The blurry voice in my grieving memories heal me.

汚れて読めない文字 深読みしてもダメ
不都合も消えかけて 解釈はうつろう
yogorete yomenai moji fukayomi shite mo dame
futsugou mo kiekakete kaishaku wa utsurou

It’s also no good if I read too much into these smudgy letters.
The explanation, how even inconveniences vanish, changes over time.

もう訪れはしない眩しい朝
後悔する分だけ 何も残らなくて
mou otozure wa shinai mabushii asa
koukai suru bun dake nanimo nokoranakute

A radiant morning will no longer come.
All that still remains are my regrets.

いつからだろう
羽の広げ方を忘れ 空を見てばかりで
世界を憎むだけさ
辿り着きたい奇跡にすがり続かない
君も望んではないことは分かる
今を受け入れたい
itsu kara darou
hane no hirogegata o wasure sora o mite bakari de
sekai o nikumu dake sa
tadoritsukitai kiseki ni sugari tsuzukanai
kimi mo nozonde wa nai koto wa wakaru
ima o ukeiretai

When was it?
I forgot how to spread my wings. All I still do is
Hate the world and watch the sky.
I stopped clinging onto the wonders I wanted to find.
I know that you wouldn’t have wanted this,
So I want to accept the present.

熟れた絶望の実をかじることをやめて
日常を愛したい 希望を見つけたい
ureta zetsubou no mi o kajiru koto o yamete
nichijou o aishitai kibou o mitsuketai

Stop already with gnawing at the ripened fruit of despair!
I want to love my life. I want to find hope.

汚れた手紙はもう 引き出しの奥へと
思い出して良いのは 君の澄んだ笑顔
yogoreta tegami wa mou hikidashi no oku e to
omoidashite ii no wa kimi no sunda egao

I’ve already put the stained letter inside a drawer.
All I should allow myself to remember is your clear smile.

冷たい季節が訪れるたびに
優しい言葉の意味 今更嬉しくて
tsumetai kisetsu ga otozureru tabi ni
yasashii kotoba no imi imasara ureshikute

Whenever the cold season draws closer,
So does the meaning of your kind words. It makes me happy now.

いつからだろう
羽を広げなくともいい
光も探さずに自分の道を選ぶ
辿り着きたい居場所はたくさんあること
君も知らなかった優しい真理
いつか語りたいよ
itsu kara darou
hane o hirogenaku tomo ii
hikari mo sagasazu ni jibun no michi o erabu
tadoritsukitai ibasho wa takusan aru koto
kimi mo shiranakatta yasashii shinri
itsuka kataritai yo

When was it?
Now I’m fine with not spreading my wings.
I choose my own way without searching for a light.
There are countless places I want to visit,
An amiable truth even you didn’t know.
Someday, I want to tell you.

冷たい季節が訪れるたびに
優しい言葉の意味 今更嬉しくて
tsumetai kisetsu ga otozureru tabi ni
yasashii kotoba no imi imasara ureshikute

Whenever the cold season draws closer,
So does the meaning of your kind words. It makes me happy now.

戻れなくていい
新たな特別を知った
幼い頃みたいな「初めて」が溢れる
誰も知らない常識の矛盾を探す
二人知ってるつもりだったことも
別物に見えるよ
modorenakute ii
arata na tokubetsu o shitta
osanai koro mitai na “hajimete” ga afureru
daremo shiranai joushiki no mujun o sagasu
futari shitteru tsumori datta koto mo
betsumono ni mieru yo

You don’t have to return.
I got to know a new “special”.
There are so many “firsts” like in my childhood.
I search for inconsistencies in common sense nobody noticed yet.
I can even see what we should’ve known
In other things.

いつからだろう
羽を広げなくともいい
光も探さずに自分の道を選ぶ
辿り着きたい居場所はたくさんあること
君も知らなかった優しい真理
いつか語りたいよ
itsu kara darou
hane o hirogenaku tomo ii
hikari mo sagasazu ni jibun no michi o erabu
tadoritsukitai ibasho wa takusan aru koto
kimi mo shiranakatta yasashii shinri
itsuka kataritai yo

When was it?
Now I’m fine with not spreading my wings.
I choose my own way without searching for a light.
There are countless places I want to visit,
An amiable truth even you didn’t know.
Someday, I want to tell you.

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