ノスタルジック アビス [Nostalgic Abyss] || Digital Wing

ノスタルジック アビス
Nostalgic Abyss

music/lyrics: ACTRock (イノライ)
vocals: 空音 (Sorane)
album: デジウィ ADVANCE (DigiWi ADVANCE)
circle: Digital Wing

こんな孤独な僕なんだ
君も僕と同じだね
元からこうなんだ 君と僕は笑う
konna kodoku na boku nanda
kimi mo boku to onaji da ne
moto kara kou nanda kimi to boku wa warau

I’m such a desolate person.
Same goes for you, right?
“It’s always been like this”, you and I laugh.

まるでノスタルジー 誰のせいなんだ
こんなはずじゃないよ一戦触発
ありもしないはずのガブリエル 誰を呪うだろう
marude nostalgy dare no sei nanda
konna hazu ja nai yo issen shokuhatsu
ari mo shinai hazu no gabriel dare o norou darou

So that’s nostalgy. Whose fault is it?
It’s not supposed to be like this. A battle triggers.
Gabriel is supposed to be fictional. Who is he cursing?

きっと君は僕なんてさ嫌いだろう
誤解ならなんで 空白から逃げだせないんだ
kitto kimi wa boku nante sa kirai darou
gokai nara nande kuuhaku kara nigedasenainda

I’m sure that you hate people like me.
If that’s a misconception, why can’t I run from this white space?

そうだろ ノスタルジーな僕らは何かズレたみたいで
孤独な存在になり果ててた
いっそその両手でこの首を絞めてよ
苦しいままずっと無残に鳴る
僕の声が途絶える前に笑っていてよ
sou daro nostalgy na bokura wa nanika zureta mitai de
kodoku na sonzai ni narihateteta
isso sono ryoute de kono kubi o shimete yo
kurushii mama zutto muzan ni naru
boku no koe ga todaeru mae ni waratte ite yo

That’s right. It seems we displaced something in our nostalgy,
And ended up with a desolate existence.
I wish you would just strangle me with your hands.
Relentlessly it resonates while agonizing;
My laughing voice before it exhausts itself.

誰が消したいくらいに嫌ですか
なあ、僕のことだろ接線蒸発
どこの誰だか知らないがとんだ迷惑だ
dare ga keshitai kurai ni iya desu ka
naa, boku no koto daro sessen jouhatsu
doko no dare da ka shiranai ga tonda meiwaku da

Do you hate someone so much you want them gone?
Hey, it’s me right? With a tangential evaporation.
I don’t know who would do it, but it’s a terrible bother.

君は僕のために何が出来る
涙を見せる そんなものは僕じゃないんだ
kimi wa boku no tame ni nani ga dekiru
namida o miseru sonna mono wa boku ja nainda

What could you do for my sake?
I’m not someone who can just show their tears.

どうでもいいさ ノスタルジーな僕らは何か落としたみたいで
壊れかけてるこの口が言う
君の笑顔も染まって見えないんだ きっとこれでいいと頷きあう
未練なんてあるはずないんだ 消し去ってくれよ
dou demo ii sa nostalgy na bokura wa nanika otoshita mitai de
kowarekaketeru kono kuchi ga iu
kimi no egao mo somatte mienainda kitto kore de ii to unazuki au
miren nante aru hazu nainda keshisatte kure yo

It’s whatever. “It seems we dropped something in our nostalgy”,
I say with my broken crumbling mouth.
Even your smile is dyed so I can’t see it. “That’s probably fine”, we nod.
There shouldn’t be any regrets, so just annihilate me.

今も僕が見えますか?
どんな顔をしてますか?
死に損ないの僕の声が、言葉が聞こえますか?
ima mo boku ga miemasu ka?
donna kao o shite masu ka?
shi ni sokonai no boku no koe ga, kotoba ga kikoemasu ka?

Can you see me even now?
What face am I making?
Can you hear the voice, the words of me who even failed to die?

愛されたいのに温もりばっか求め
一人じゃないと言う どうせ何も知らないくせに
ノスタルジーな僕らは何かズレたみたいで
君は遠くで僕を呼ぶんだ
僕の声が途絶える前に笑っていてよ
aisaretai no ni nukumori bakka motome
hitori ja nai to iu douse nanimo shiranai kuse ni
nostalgy na bokura wa nanika zureta mitai de
kimi wa tooku de boku o yobunda
boku no koe ga todaeru mae ni waratte ite yo

Although I want to be loved, I only seek for warmth.
“I’m not alone”, I say. Although I know nothing after all.
It seems we displaced something in our nostalgy.
You called me from far away.
My voice is laughing before it exhausts itself.

こんな孤独な僕なんだ
君も僕と同じだね
これでよかったんだ
やっと届いた 君と笑いあえたよ
konna kodoku na boku nanda
kimi mo boku to onaji da ne
kore de yokattanda
yatto todoita kimi to warai aeta yo

I’m such a desolate person.
Same goes for you, right?
I’m glad that you are too.
“Finally we made it”, we laughed together.

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