誤摩化し (Deception) || 豚乙女

誤摩化し
gomakashi
Deception

arrangement: 人形裁判 ~ 人の形弄びし少女
from: 東方妖々夢 ~ Perfect Cherry Blossom

arrangement: パプリカ (Paprika)
lyrics/vocals: ランコ (Ranko)
album: 異端審問 (Itanshinmon)
circle: 豚乙女 (BUTAOTOME)

神様はいつも意地悪だなんて
どうしようもないことでいじけてた
自分で選んだ孤独な道が
いやになるくらい寂しくて泣いた
kami-sama wa itsumo ijiwaru da nante
doushiyou mo nai koto de ijiketeta
jibun de eranda kodoku na michi ga
iya ni naru kurai samishikute naita

God is always so malicious.
I grew timid when things were hopeless.
I’ve gotten so sick of the lonely path I chose
That I wept desolately.

久々に会ったあなたはまるで
違う人みたいに成長した
けれどそのはにかんだ笑顔だけ
あの時と変わらず嬉しくなった
hisabisa ni atta anata wa marude
chigau hito mitai ni seichou shita
keredo sono hanikanda egao dake
ano toki to kawarazu ureshiku natta

You, who I’ve met a long time ago,
Has grown up to be a completely different person.
However, your bashful smiling face
Still makes me as happy as it did back then.

また会えて良かったって思ってたら
「また会えて良かったな」あなたが言った
mata aete yokatta tte omottetara
“mata aete yokatta na” anata ga itta

Just when I thought how glad I am we met again,
You told me: “I’m glad we met again.”

ずっと独りだった心にそよ風が吹いた
あなたのこと思うと笑顔になれる
zutto hitori datta kokoro ni soyokaze ga fuita
anata no koto omou to egao ni nareru

I’ve always been alone, a soft wind blowing through my heart.
But I can smile when thinking about you.

神様ごめんね八つ当たりして
悪いのは自分の卑屈な心
分かってるけれどあなたが来ないと
不安でため息ついてばっかり
kami-sama gomen ne yatsuatari shite
warui no wa jibun no hikutsu na kokoro
wakatteru keredo anata ga konai to
fuan de tameiki tsuite bakkari

God, sorry for always taking my anger out on you.
My menial heart is to blame for everything.
I understand it now, but you won’t come.
All I can do is sigh out of worry.

うちからもなにかしら盗んでっても
別にいいよ怒るけど早く来てよ
uchi kara mo nani kashira nusundettemo
betsu ni ii yo okoru kedo hayaku kite yo

Even if you steal something from my house,
I don’t care. I’ll get angry, but just come already!

少し行き過ぎた気持ち気付かないで欲しい
奥の奥にしまいこんで見えないよに
sukoshi ikisugita kimochi kizukanaide hoshii
oku no oku ni shimaikonde mienai yo ni

I hope you won’t notice my feelings that go a bit too far.
I’ve locked them so deep inside, they can’t be seen.

夢じゃない何かなんて知りたくなかったの
こんな想いするくらいなら独りでいい
そんな嘘ついて心誤魔化そうとしても
あなたのこと考えると幸せなの
yume ja nai nanika nante shiritakunakatta no
konna omoi suru kurai nara hitori de ii
sonna usotsuite kokoro gomakasou to shitemo
anata no koto kangaeru to shiawase na no

I didn’t want to know about something apart from dreams.
If I’m having thoughts like this, I’m better off alone.
I’ve tried to deceive this lying heart of mine,
But only thinking about you fills me with so much happiness.

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