gekihaku

激白 (Confession) || Reol


激白
gekihaku
Confession

music: Giga
lyrics/vocals: Reol
album: 事実上 (Jijitsujou)


揺らす本能 火をつけろ
焦燥感にハウる衝動
僕は今すべてを知りたい
yurasu honnou hi o tsukero
shousoukan ni hauru shoudou
boku wa ima subete o shiritai

Set your shaken instinct on fire.
My impatience urges me to howl.
I want to know everything right now.

間違っていても
痛い思いをしても構わないよ
不幸も君とだけ
machigatte ite mo
itai omoi o shitemo kamawanai yo
fukou mo kimi to dake

I might be wrong,
But I don’t care even if it hurts.
If only you are with me in sorrow.

明け方には背いて
だめな遊びをもっと
冷蔵庫の中身が伽藍堂
君の吐くため息が聞きたいのさ
akegata ni wa somuite
dame na asobi o motto
reizouko no nakami ga garandou
kimi no tsuku tameiki ga kikitai no sa

Betrayed by the daybreak,
I want more of this forbidden play.
There’s nothing left in the fridge.
I want to hear your sigh.

互い違う体を 逸る激情が
わかってほしいと
不揃いな脈がもどかしいよ
疑い合う頭も 嘘をつく喉も
今はいらないよ 君が
tagai chigau karada o hayaru gekijou ga
wakatte hoshii to
fuzoroi na myaku ga modokashii yo
utagaiau atama mo uso o tsuku nodo mo
ima wa iranai yo kimi ga

The eager passion we have for each other
Wants to be understood.
That unsteady pulse is irritating.
Our doubting minds and lying throats
Are of no use for you now.

揺らす本能 火をつけろ
焦燥感にハウる衝動
僕は今すべてを知りたい
yurasu honnou hi o tsukero
shousoukan ni hauru shoudou
boku wa ima subete o shiritai

Set your shaken instinct on fire.
My impatience urges me to howl.
I want to know everything right now.

間違っていても
痛い思いをしてもいいと言えよ
不幸も君となら
machigatte ite mo
itai omoi o shitemo ii to ie yo
fukou mo kimi to nara

I might be wrong,
But say it’s fine even if it hurts.
As long as you are with me in sorrow.

早急にひらく瞳孔
今すぐに本当を
確かめるために生き急ぐ
sakkyu ni hiraku doukou
ima sugu ni hontou o
tashikameru tame ni ikiisogu

Your pupils widen immediately.
Live recklessly, so we can check
What is real and what’s not.

変わらないでいてよ
このままでいようよ
確かなのは今だけでしょう
kawaranaide ite yo
kono mama de iyou yo
tashika na no wa ima dake deshou

Do not change.
Let’s just stay like this.
Only this moment is certain after all.

どうやって示したらいい
悩ましいんだ
否応ないがリモートじゃ
お決まりの疲労感さ
dou yatte shimeshitara ii
nayamashiinda
iyaou nai ga rimouto ja
okimari no hiroukan sa

How should I prove it?
It worries me.
This compulsion is a remote
Or the usual fatigue.

ほらこうやって平伏せば
道化になって
全部曖昧にして終わりだ
また君を押し倒した
hora kou yatte hirefuseba
douke ni natte
zenbu aimai ni shite owari da
mata kimi o oshitaoshita

Come on, just prostrate yourself.
Become the clown.
If you play down everything, it’s game-over.
Again, I pushed you down.

澄まし顔で再試行中
つまらない嘘を言うなよ
騙し騙しと気付いてる
今更引き返せないよ
狡い魔法をかけて
汚されたくないのは
お互い様
sumashigao de saishikouchuu
tsumaranai uso o iu na yo
damashi damashi to kizuiteru
imasara hikikaesenai yo
zurui mahou o kakete
yogosaretakunai no wa
otagaisama

You try again with an indifferent expression.
Don’t spout such boring lies.
I’ll know if you try to trick me.
You cannot turn back now.
Neither of us want
To be stained
By these sly spells.

揺らす本能 火をつけろ
焦燥感にハウる衝動
僕は今すべてを知りたい
yurasu honnou hi o tsukero
shousoukan ni hauru shoudou
boku wa ima subete o shiritai

Set your shaken instinct on fire.
My impatience urges me to howl.
I want to know everything right now.

正しくなくても
意味などなくても構うなよ
絶望も君となら
tadashiku nakutemo
imi nado nakutemo kamau na yo
zetsubou mo kimi to nara

Don’t mind it if
It’s unfair or meaningless.
As long as you are with me in despair.

だって誰にわかるの
勝手知った仮想と
君だけに晒す本性 このまま
datte dare ni wakaru no
katte shitta kasou to
kimi dake ni sarasu honshou kono mama

Cuz, who knows
How to deal with imagination,
The true self I expose to only you?

変わらないで言い切って
今 愛しているって
確かなのはここにいる君だけ
kawaranaide iikitte
ima aishite iru tte
tashika na no wa koko ni iru kimi dake

Say you won’t change.
Say that you love me.
Only you being here is certain for me.

激白を君にだけ
gekihaku o kimi ni dake

I confess to only you.

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